is i am happy enough for what ive achieved

my answer is no!..sy dah grad n berjaya sambung degree in admin science..but masih lagi rase betul ke aper yg aku pilih ni???as an eldest daughter, im not have a guide to show me what i suppose to do..mak n ayah sy not well educated n they asked me to make the right decision..sian jd anak sulung nih..tape!thats was my challenge!huhuhu..rase cm giveup lah dgn kos nih.bkn per..sbb rase cm tak best lagsong n ader lah sbb2 yg laen seperti yg aku senraikan dbwh...

1) i missed my old course soo much! akaun oh akaun even aku tau ko susah! but ure so meaningful to me

2) ingtkan bestlah msk kos yg totally membace ni..tp sbnrnye tidak! if awak seorang yg pemalas nak bce

pasal sejarah2 negara tercinta, psl the dasar yg dah established kat negara kite n jgn bermimpi if u not have a gud skill to attract people when u make ur presentation! itu ape yg sy rase skang! sgt sedih..english is sgt important ok! n tak taulah nape bile dah msuk kos baru ni cm ter"bodoh" nak wat presentation...takot bile dgr presentation even sy tau sy bukan yg begitu..oh tlglah sy imrove segale2nye....im scared!

3) sy akan jadik bertambah2 boring dgn kos nih bile kwn2 sy ckp.."jauhnye ko tukar..ko patotnye amek kos marketing"..yer!mmg sy dah pilih marketing lah! but at last pergi blk kat cc tu..then tukar to BAS...bijak kan??entahlah..sy ingt dah taknak dah blaja bnde kire2..sbb im sgt lmbat untuk catch up dlm kelas...bertmbh boring sbb sy tader kwn...:( ni paling sedih tau tak! mmglah ader jer kwn hai sana hai sini...but hakiktnye tader lah..cth! sy salu sorang2 kat library..pergi mkn..if nak berteman sy akan msg ika or kak piqa , aju n echa..so tader kwn yg ley nak kongsi ape2 cerita esp about stdy!

4) assignment yg berlambak2! yg ni plg tak boleh thn...sy ader msuk part1, part 2 n part 3..setiap kelas i've my own group..n setiap group ader org yg berbeza2...urggh! tak suke! suppose stick with one group jelah cm time dip dulu..sng nak wat kerje..ni sy yg mcm terkejar2...dan sy salu pikir n takot if dorg taknak amek sy jadik group mmber lg for becoming semester:((

and sebenarnye ader mcm2 lg sebab....but what can i do...nak tukar kos lagi? its enough for me! actually termimpi2lah jugak nak dpt deans list cm org len..but dgn kemalasan n keboringan aku yg sgt tinggi nih! mampu ker?

mane aku nak carik smgt yg hilang nih????

semangat oh semangat! mari kepadaku..huhu..dah mcm jampi...but when i started remember about mak n ayah sy yg bersusah payah untuk sy slame sy 23 thn ni..smgt tu lama2 dtg...yes! sy akan buat yg terbaek untuk mereka..sy doakan agar umur mereka pjg supaya sy dpt mbalas segala apa yg telah mereka lakukan even sy tau ianya tak terbalas ...

i luv u both:)